This morning I was sitting quietly on a chair at the reception of a tour agency waiting for my turn to get interviewed (long story). There was another candidate in the chair in front of me. Later a couple of women professing The Jehovah Witnesses came in with pamphlets. I thought “oh no… […]
April Fools stuffs from the Web. First of all, apparently Barak Obama is my cousin. I logged into facebook and got this: Sadly we don’t celebrate this day where I live, which means I’m pretty safe. It’s all in the web.
When I created this blog, I didn’t intend it to be a journal on depression. I didn’t make any plans at all. I just wanted to have a mental record of a lot of things that don’t fit in my teeny tiny memory. But reading the latest entries, I can see how everything spins around […]
I’ve been playing some World of Warcraft. It’s a whole world, really big, where I am a human paladin. Besides playing, which is really fun, in WoW you can do two things. 1. When you fight, you can get beaten to death. It sucks. I mean, you reappear somewhere in a cemetery and have to […]
My brain is torturing me. Why does it do that? I’m thinking that I don’t want to get better. I go from not being able to get up from bed unless it is for some mindless activity that makes me forget who I am… to not being able to sleep and wishing I could direct […]
haven’t been enjoying coke lately. . . . .
…the way I treat myself… I would shout insults at her more than once a day. I would pull her hair and ocassionally bang her head against a wall to make her stop thinking so many stupid things. I would interfere with her work until she’s completely unable to do it. Then I’d make jokes about her […]