Blog love

Must be my blog bday… I’m loved! yay, check these things out.

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From Sulz, and her last blogging project, I got this:

She went to a trip in Macau, and while she was there she wrote me this postcard that she took a pic of – along with the actual place.  You know, to prove she was indeed there when she was thinking of me. Haha.   Well, I thought it was pretty cool.  My screename has been physically written somewhere in China – Macau I know.  Thank you Sulz!  Maybe one day I’ll see that view with my own eyes.

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Next, it’s an award! The Blogging-Friends-Forever award, from the lovely LA.   I got a nice virtual gold card.  I wasn’t expecting it, thank you!  Bwah, bwha, I wonder if I can buy something nice with it.

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And what do you know? Another award!!  I got this in the mail today.   By Sulz!

I’m not sure in what way I’m helping the kittens, but I sure don’t kick them… so I guess that’s good… right?

IMMA PASTE THESE ON MY SIDEBAR! MEH BLOG HAS AWARDS!

Ups in the downs.

Some good thoughts…

I’m always reluctant to talk about feeling better when I’ve been in a depressive episode.  At first I thought I would be unconciously jinxing it for me; then I thought that maybe I was getting too used to loved ones trying to confort me, and I didn’t want to lose them and stand on my own just yet; I also thought that by saying I was alright, people and myself would expect me to stay that way, and the frustration when I felt bad again would be bigger, and the guilt huge.

Maybe there’s some truth in all of that.  But mostly, I’ve learned to recognize that in the middle of depression, an up is not the end.  An up might just be a temporary improvement, and it can go away the same way with a snap.  How long it will last? It’s not known.

Resolutions 2008

1.  To go back into my internship and don’t drop out until I finish it. NO

2.  To get back on studying English in a serious way.

3.  To ride my bike for 30 minutes min, at least 5 times a week. NO

4.  To learn to drive. NO

5.  To meet a lot of people and have an awesome time.

It’s my first time making resolutions, so bite me if you don’t like them.